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Jan. 22nd, 2007

Cox Seat

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Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet, to be walked on. Not from his head, to be superior. But from the side, to be equal. Under the arm, to be protected, and next to the heart, to be loved

that ladies and gentlemen are my words of wisdom for this evening, It is a little religous comming from me, but I like what it says

Jan. 15th, 2007


Thank you Come Again

"The field mouse is fast, but the owl sees at night"

Thanks People

Friends are the people who:

-Have been there for you
-You have been there for them

-Talk to you about anything
-You can talk to them about anything

-No matter what stupid things you may do they’re still listening
-You’ll listen to them no matter what they do to you

-Know you inside and out
-They know you outside and in

-Know who you are rather than what you are
-Know where you’ve been and
Where you’re going

-Tell you the truth no matter what
-And lie to you just to keep you from getting hurt

-Are willing to take that call at 3 in morning
when something has gone terribly wrong

-Know that their smile will brighten up your day
-And their hugs will support them through the week

-Accompany us on this P.O.S road called life

-Put up with our
Smartass remarks

But we never really think too much about it…

at least not until we see the time when we won’t be able to do those things with them again.
Those stupid, yet funny, things that get us through the day may, and in some cases will, come to an end.
Hearing the stories, sharing the experiences, growing as people, these moments are scarcer than ever and we can’t find the rewind button to bring us back.

I'm not trying to sound emo or depressed or mad at the world becuase I'm the victim, no.

Im just scared...

scared that this great thing that i have here with all these amazing people will be gone. that i wont have relationships with people like i the realtionships i have with the people here.
and i know that this is just a part of growing up and moving on with my life and that whole 9 yards.

its just...
having to start over... again.

I just want everyone to think of someone at somepoint in your lives, did something to you. think of how that friend helped you, made you laugh, made you cry, made you snort your milk out of your nose at the lunch table, anything...

remember these moments. cherrish them. even if theyre not the greatest moments in your life.

becasue these moments are what matter most. being able to share something with someone that made us feel good, no matter how brief. these are the things that shape the person who we become.

dont take these moments for granted.

at some point thank all your friends.
thanks for being there for me when i didnt get into the school i wanted to go to.
thanks for listening to me when i was ranting about how much i hate school
thanks for letting me cry on your shoulder when my best (adult) friend died

thanks for being there when no one else was...

thanks for reading my rant.

Jan. 12th, 2007


High Frequency of Posts to Flow forth in the Future

I'm gonna start writting again, even if I do write for self centered reasons, its a release, and one that I have, even if no one reads it, its good to get it down on paper in some form, even if said paper is actually a blog.

The one person who could help me right now isn't, he isn't here, he's dead, and it sucks, and it pisses me off, and I hate my parents. And I hate Senior Year.

Wow, I hate a lot of things Hawthorne Heights could make alot of money off of selling my life story in some lame ass emo song.

Jan. 9th, 2007

Cox Seat

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I feel so anti-social

Its not even subtle, Hell, I'm in trouble

Things are going well, I suppose. I've weighted my options, I seem incabable of doing things correctly in my life at this moment. For those of you who care, I DO have good points in my life, lots of them infact, I just feel more inspired to write short notes of relative meaningless remarks when I am angry, or upset, thats about it.

Meagan's ballah, and erm, Things could be better, I'm happy with some aspects of my life, things could be ALOT better in some degrees, mostly, at this point however, I pretty much just want to get in to college and be done with it. Fuck the rest of highschool who is with me.

Jan. 7th, 2007


Good Music,

Fuck it, thank you, I love you all!

Jan. 1st, 2007

Cox Seat

(no subject)

New years plan?

enjoy my self.

Have a great year everybody

Dec. 16th, 2006

Cox Seat

United States Coast Guard Academy

A Dream Deferred
by Langston Hughes

What happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore--
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?

Yes indeed, I got deferred, I'm not gonna lie, I'm pretty freaking disapointed, oh well theres only one thing to do, work my ass off to get in the secound time around.

Dec. 12th, 2006


The revolution won't be televised, cause television is free.

you want advice on something? really? don't come to me for it.

in other news. Crew hurts... like a bitch.

oh and hollys a pretty rocking person. ( see comment on last post)

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